Monthly Archives: July 2015

Ericka

Our brother Jeremiah Romero lost his wife, Ericka, without warning yesterday. A leader in the Limbo Heads group, Jeremiah could use your Love and Prayers and Kindness both now and in the days ahead. I’ve communicated with him and have done this entirely with his permission and his blessing. Jeremiah told me that Ericka’s Love for him never wavered… Not one bit… For those that would like to send a letter, card or a gift, His address is as follows: Jeremiah Romero 17603 Blue Lily Lane Houston, Texas 77095. There will be more ways to contribute in the coming days if you feel lead to do so. Those of us that have come to know Jeremiah are well aware that he is definitely one of US. He has been a consistent source of kindness and a contributor in the Grateful Dead Community and although I’ve never met him, I’m honored to call him a friend… I wrote this in Loving Memory of Ericka and with compassion, respect, support and Love for Jeremiah…

Strings that come unraveled and at times begin to fray
Confusion grabs tomorrow from the hands of yesterday
Salted water tumbles from my dazed and weary eyes
Things so big a week ago have shrunk to half their size
Thoughts are thinking without end to make sure I’m awake
Days in Hell remembered well are here for Heaven’s sake
The silence screams an awful sound I hear the candle’s flame
Darkness closes its dark eyes while Heaven calls her name
My stomach turns, my soul unglued a page from life tore out
I spend each minute wondering what the fuck it’s all about
There’s cracks in windows made of blood my heart’s abandoned home
My feet have crossed this room as much as any feet can roam
Aimless winds appear to blow the covers off my life
Everywhere I see you there, my dear and precious wife
How can Summer get so cold and flowers feel so dry
How long will I sit here and just ask the question, Why?
Love seems lost yet somehow there’s this Love that still is growing
Clouds are cast so far and wide, I hide but it’s still showing
The road goes on for miles more and nightfall knows me well
The ears of dawn still listening to the tale I’m forced to tell
Somewhere there’s a gift for me amidst the rubbled days
Love somehow surrounds me in unknown and mystic ways
The arms of thousands hold me now compassion far and near
I feel like life’s the headlights and I’ve become the deer

Hours feel like days I’m sure but know this my brother and friend
We’re all here to hold you near our Love will never end
Just before you can’t take more there’s something you should know
We’ll all be there to help you get to where you need to go
One thing that you got the day you stepped onto the Bus
Is Love that never dies and comes from every one of US…

In Loving Memory of Ericka Romero…

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20 years have passed today since you last took the stage
20 years and still we try to turn another page
20 years of wishing we could hear your voice once more
20 years of Knockin and I can’t find Heaven’s Door
20 years of yearning for another note or two
20 years of thinking what you would or wouldn’t do
20 years away is probably quicker than 20 here
20 years since your sweet sound has come across my ear
20 years seems longer when we’ve had them without you
20 years since Half Step with the Uptown Toodeloo
20 years since you last belted backup on Masterpiece
20 years since JGB and Rubin and Cherise
20 years since Comes a Time came crying out from you
20 years since we’ve been hit by the power of Your Dew
20 years we’ve searched to hear a song the way you’d play
20 years and nobody likes the truth but I’ll just say
20 years we’ve tried and tried to find the closest thing
20 years and none can touch a song the way you’d sing
20 years I’ve bought equipment trying to hear you clearer
20 years its got much louder but still not any nearer
20 years we’ve thought of you and every single day
20 years we’ve proven that this Love won’t Fade Away
20 years since we heard you say that you will walk alone
20 years I’ve wondered what I’d do if I had known
20 years is a lot of time to pass the time away
20 years and still it feels like we lost you yesterday…

Dead To The Core,

Dean